ive been missing for like ever i know but im ok. its just my life turned into a bit of a whirlwind and now i have a totally different view on life coz im gonna be a mom in bout a month. so iv changed a little. i dont where floral skirts or bake but im getting there. i mean i even use my manners now and get on with my own mom. the onlything bad to come out of all of i really is that i would have loved to have had a baby with the love of my life and all that but i suppose it just doesnt happen these days huh? so ill have to make do with being a parent alone. its ok though i suppose because it still means i have my independance and i get to raise my child in my own way and everything that he will grow up to become will be thanks to me.
you know its amazing how it clears your mind talking like this but i love it and i love you all for listening. kissey! haha! at least u all know im alive now and that my life has an everlasting reason to go on now. i will always think about david and he will always be the only man i will ever give my whole heart to, but we parted on good terms last time and its consoling to know that he doesn't hate me. just to let him know that i lost his number when i dropped my phone in the toilet! nasty! will try to make my regular comeback soon but im on loaned net time at the mo so it wont be just yet.
love you all and hopefully see you soon.
xxx
Friday, October 06, 2006
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